ugh 9/10 dpo and bfn!!

i had what i thought was a tiny dot of implantation at 6 or 7dpo and i’m having some milky cm instead of dry or thick and creamy but i tested this morning and it’s negative. I’m feeling out even though i know i shouldn’t but waiting for AF when 3 apps all day different days is driving me insane!!! One app says 4 days another 8 and another 9 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️