Girl going around posting on test.

As someone who has suffered from multiple miscarriages, pcos and my husband has low sperm I feel like I'm never ever going to get my chance instead of discouraging eachother I actually want to say thank you I don't feel confident telling other people what the rules are because of the backlash and hatred that people get but I'm thankful for the ones that do. I've pointed it out before and been told that they hope I have a miscarriage and that I'm a jealous bitch I have so many nights crying so many nights wondering what's wrong with me am I ever going to get my chance am I ever going to get that feeling of growing somebody inside of me. We're supposed to be a loving community where we make each other feel safe but I don't ever feel like that on here.