I think my chances are shot

Sorry it's going to be a long rant. My husband started a new job today. He works for the drilling industry so when his jobs work slowed down and he wasn't being scheduled he applied for another drilling industry. The boss at his new job used to be a boss at his old job so he got the job right away. With the job being an hour and a half away his boss promised to keep him out of town all week so he wouldn't waste gas. Today is his first day and his boss kept to his word. Hes going to san fransisco for the week. I am so thankful dont get me wrong, but I was truly hoping I'd get my positive opk before he'd start. I've gotten a few dark ones almost close to positive. I've even made sure we had sex a few time before he left this month in Hope's that maybe we'd be lucky. This was going to have to be our month because I know now his boss will keep his word about keeping him out of town. 😭 I guess after 7 months of ttc we will have to put it on hold. Sorry for the long rant.