Dear gavin

*trigger warning⚠️*.

It’s been a year since the rape I still wonder what happened with the case. Did they drop all of it? Are you going to jail? Everyday I wonder the same thing and I feel like I recovered a little bit but I’m still scared to have sex and have another guy see my naked and now that I have a boyfriend and he wants to have sex and shit I’m not sure if I should because what if I have a panic attack.