*trigger warning*

Hey this is my first time posting anything but thought I’d give it a shot. I’m a college student about to finish my associates degree in criminology and sociology as I’m nearing the end I’m just so overwhelmed about finishing with good grades I’ve never failed a class but this term is very stressful and I don’t feel like I can make it and on top of school I got so much going on every where else in my life. I started going to therapy because I’m working on moving states to be closer to sister and it’s making me really anxious to move away from my life but going to therapy has really opened up everything from my past that I’ve repressed that I didn’t even realize was there now all my depression and anxiety is just coming back and I also am trying to take care of my physical health on top of the mountain of things to do so now I’m just majorly overwhelmed and stressed about everything to the point where last night I just wanted to die just to make everything stop and it’s really hard to manage everything and keep it together. I don’t have many friends to talk about this with but I have many nieces and nephews I know I want to live for but it’s so hard to just take it day by day, I don’t know where I’m going with these but just wanted to vent to a community that I can tell I’m not alone in