Seeking guidance 💔

How can I come to peace with infertility

How can I love and miss someone so much that I’ve never met.

I see my little girl in my dreams every night

And everywhere I look

I just want to hold her and give her a name

I’ve wanted to give you a life for so many years now

It literally breaks my heart to go out everyday and see everyone so happy while I’m breaking inside more and more

You are seriously the only thing I think about on a daily basis

I go just to look at the clothes I imagine you wearing and toys you’d play with

I have so many outfits I JUST had to get you

But your still not here

I pray more in a day than most do in a lifetime

Still your not here

I beg God

And promise him I’d do anything just to have you here with me

Yet your still not here

My heart breaks ever morning to no sound of you crying for me

So I can pick you up and feed you and hold you in my arms and feel so blessed

Your still not here

I cry not knowing where you are and never knowing if I’ll even get to have you in my arms in this lifetime

Baby girl I know heaven is beautiful but I need my angle here with me

Please hear me and give your daddy and me the greatest blessing we could of ever imagined.

I love you even though I have never met you

Sweet dreams

I pray I see you soon❤️