Keep missing fertile window 😡

I am feeling so pissed. We missed our fertile window this month. Last month, we were visiting family so couldn't do it more than once in the window. Month before that, we were sick so kinda missed it. This month I was lazy in tracking it (opks) so we missed it. We are already on our 7th month trying and I'm so pissed to have missed it again.

It took us 7 months last time to conceive our first. And I had a hope this time it will be quicker. We were on the mark the first 4 months but still nothing. Even the one time we tried last month and the month before should technically have been enough. But knowing our luck, no wonder nothing happened 😡😡😡