Need positivety

Finding out i was pregnant for the first time at the beginning the year i was so happy words could not describe but then finding out when i was 10weeks i had lost my baby at 8weeks i fell into a nightmare, doctors won’t see which doesn’t help i just want answers and reassurence and needing a bit of extra baby dust when i’m ready coz i’m not gunna let what has happened put me in that dark hole, i’m not giving up knowing i can do it, it will one day be my turn