I’m so sick and tired of it all. Consistent disappointment, heartache, meds, testing, scans, shots, numerous dr appointments. When will it be my turn. Why do I feel like my body hates me or god is punishing me. I’m tired of getting my hopes up only to be let down. Every month, this will be my month. Every time I see a friend getting pregnant, every invite to a baby shower. Having to explain or lie why I can’t make them. I feel like I’ve been left alone. I’m 35 my hubby is 40. We’ve both been tested and everything is good. So..... why not us! 😔 I’m angry and frustrated. I’ve spend hundreds of dollars on our journey. So why god, why not me. I’ll do anything you want. I’ll go natural, I’ll never complain again. Lord I pray everyday for you to bless me.