I’m so emotional

Jay

So these past couple days have been so rough on me I just recently found out I was pregnant about 3 weeks ago & I just have this gut feeling my boyfriend is cheating we have been together 3 years we have a 10 month old & im 25 weeks pregnant. There is so much going I know so many hormones . He has 2 phones there constantly facing down I don’t ever touch his phones I respect his privacy . But it’s just weird every-time he does let me see it he’s just watching me or snags the phone from my hand if it looks like I’m do something else . His phone is always on silent both of them . I’ve asked about it and I’ve been called insecure.. & that I’m annoying and extra ... we have been through some rough patches in our relationship but god dam . I’m really feeling like trash I really hate that I’m pregnant I feel no connection with the baby . 🥺 & it’s so painful . I hate how I accidentally got pregnant. Any advice . On what I should do or any encouraging words . I know this is not the baby’s fault but I’m so hurt . Today is the first day I cry in a long time .