Stressed as Eff

Story Time:

I have been very stressed as of late.

I quit my job of 3 years about 2 months ago when I got sick. But I have been sick since November. Its started with a sinus infection, double ear infection, and bronchitis. After some Antibiotics it went away for about a week and then it came back but the bronchitis turned into a lower respiratory infection. Took more antibiotics and it didnt help. Wound up in the hospital and my job said wtf so I had to quit.

So they bumped un my prescription (again) to the heavy gun antibiotics. (So 3 weeks worth of Antibiotics!)

The last doctors visit I went to really freaked my out though. I know my chances of it being true are low, but they performed an ultrasound on my gallbladder due to family history of issues and they found a polyp. They told me it's most likely benign but they arent sure if it is cancerous or not. To come back in a year and see if it has grown or spread???😱😰

I'm 23 years old and that scares the shit out of me. My parents and siblings offer 0% support.

That day I quit smoking cigarettes after over 10 years of smoking (About a month ago). My anxiety has been through the roof as of late and my ear infection is now back WHILE IM ON MY PERIOD😫 so I am super light headed and nauseous. AND ALL I WANT IS A CIGARETTE... even if it will make me more lightheaded and nauseous..

Icing on the cake, now the sister of my boyfriend of 5 years (she never liked me and made it quite clear to me over the years) proclaimed to the world and his family that she hates me because I am not religious, do not share her views, I am trying to steal and corrupt her brother and she thinks I am an overall garbage person and she wants him to choose between me or his family..

I would never make him choose, and I wouldnt ever expect him to choose me over his family. So aside from my health issues, I am worried about losing the man I have loved for years even before we started dating.. even though he has shown no interest in leaving...

Stress levels are through the roof over here. Any advice?