My hair is falling out!😭

Today I split with my partner of two years, we share a child together and I love him so much. Lately he’s been so hard to be around. Constantly putting me down, gabbling all our money, shouting at me just a completely different person. He wouldn’t let me help him and I felt I had no choice.

He’s threatening to kill himself. He has a history of mental health problems and has attempted before. I struggle as well but not to that extent. What do i do. I’d blame myself for the rest of my life if I lost him. My daughter would grow up without her daddy who she has an amazing bond with. But separating is for the best. We need time apart. I’m so torn 😭 he won’t answer my texts or calls or his family’s he’s not been active on anything since yesterday. He’s done this before when I’ve tried to separate. My heart is truly broken