I’m so so nervous about my IUI results..

I had my first IUI on the Mar/04/2020. Clomid 50mg 5-9 and triggered on the 3rd after the dr saw two 18mm follicles on the 2nd.

We’ve been trying for two years. Unexplained infertility. I’ve been calm. I don’t stress out like I used to when I first started ttc. I just don’t know how I’m gonna take the news of a BFN if it comes to that..

It is so hard to picture myself ever getting pregnant. I know it usually takes a few IUIs for success anyhow but I can’t help but get my hopes high.

I plan to start “testing out trigger” on Wednesday the 11th at 7dpo. Maybe.. depends on how I feel. I’ve taken the trigger shot twice before and both times it stayed in my system till 11dpo but I’m just hoping instead of getting lighter they get darker by that day. Like I said, depends on how I feel tho. I know I should just wait so maybe I will.

I just needed to vent. If anyone read this far or at all can you just send me some baby dust and positive vibes. Any success stories if you have them. Thank you ☺️