Personal Uplifting - Encouragement needed

Good morning ladies,

I’m a 24 year old banker, a single mother (not married but in a relationship) with a 8 month old. . A college drop out. An introvert. A naturally quiet young lady. I used to be happy but these last few months have been the worst of my life. Adjusting to motherhood. Working a job that has poor work ethics. Friendless. Discovering I was cheated on, and trying to move on in the relationship. Place hunting because rent is being increased and I can’t afford it. I have no hobbies, nothing I’m good at. Nothing I’m passionate about. I’m empty. I’m insecure, have low confidence, sad, depressed. Unmotivated. Unappreciated. Devalued by others and myself.

But...

I want better. I want to be happy. I want to enjoy all the little things life throws at me, I want to find a new job with nicer ppl and better management. I want to feel like I mean everything to my boyfriend. I want to feel beautiful. I want to be good at something, and love it. I want to be able to get my own house.

But...

I can’t get pass the negative. The depression. The emptiness. The not being good enough.

How can I? What am I supposed to do?