Pt 2 of “please help” post

So if you didn’t read the first one, this is what happened.

I’m 16. Please don’t send me hate for this, it won’t happen again and I know my mistakes. I’ve been talking with this older guy, in his 20’s. He’s really sweet to me and everything, we’ve only known each other for a couple weeks. I sneak out to meet with him, and today we had sex. He came inside of me and held me down when I tried to stop it. I can’t stop crying, I don’t know what to do. I know this is my fault, I just don’t know what to do. I feel disgusting and I want it out of me, he thought it was funny. He’s going to be getting me a plan B because we work together. I don’t want to see him again, I’m scared. I don’t really have any family to talk to about this, and I know it was my fault. Please don’t send me any hateful comments. I just thought he liked me.

The comments that I’m getting are saying that this was rape, or sexual assault. Can you please explain to me why that is? I have severe depression and this was just the cherry on top. I feel like this whole situation was my fault for trusting him and putting myself in that situation. I feel guilty.