My baby is having an outpatient surgery on Monday. Today I got a phone call saying that only 1 adult will be able to be in the hospital because of the corona virus. This means I won't have my husbands emotional support during this time. I'll have to be sending my 4 month old baby back to get surgery by myself. I'll be sitting in the waiting room praying for my son by myself. I'll be waiting for my son to wake up by myself. I'll be comforting my confused and in pain baby by myself. 😭 and my husband will be on the outside of it all by himself. I'm already a hot mess just thinking about it.