Need advice about loss and bestfriend giving birth

I dont want hate.

My BFF and I got pregnant together back in late 2019. I went on to loose that baby and she went on to have a healthy baby a week ago.

I got pregnant again in February but lost the baby again this week. She doesn’t know about this pregnancy or loss.

How do I tell her that her sending constant pictures of her baby and her telling me how wonderful it is to have created this baby really hurts me...?

I dont want to rain on her parade and make her feel like Im jealous or upset. Im just going through a lot and cant deal with all the baby stuff when both my babies passed...

Am I a horrible person?