I got my bfp 3 days before af was due. I was panicking because in the days to follow the line wasn’t getting any darker. We were so excited, though! 3 days after af was due and I guess there’s no denying that I am definitely pregnant.

Except now my partner is so concerned about dragging me down while he figures out who he is, and whether or not I’ll eventually resent him for not providing the lifestyle and opportunities that I grew up with... that he would rather I be alone. Even though I am the least materialistic person I know. Even though I have never asked him to do more or be more than he is. I am so heartsick. Betrayed. Angry. And wondering how I can give birth to a child who will likely possess his father’s very distinctive features. How can I look my child in the face every single day without my heart aching? How could he just abandon us?!