Boys/Confidence

So I’m 14 turning 15, I have great friends and they’re all skinny and very confident, I wouldn’t say I’m fat nor skinny but I feel fate especially when I’m with my friends even though they always tell me I’m skinny. My mom also tells me I should stop wearing t-shirts because I have a beautiful body but when I wear a crop top I feel fat.

I kind of want a boyfriend, I mean seeing my best friend and her boyfriend I kind of want that. I’m not confident at all, I’m shy and quiet so I’m scared to even approach a guy like that. If I like a specific person I feel like I’d be judged for liking him or being in a relationship with him. And I know that’s one of my biggest problems is caring a little too much about what people think. I’ve never had a boyfriend either so ya.

Does anyone have any advice?