Idk what to do

I just feel like I’m not good enough for the boys I’ve like I just feel like Ik I have the right qualities but then they go for the skinny blond girl with blue eyes and no personality and I’m not saying that about all blond girls but like come on I don’t get it all my friends are so happy and I’m just the one sitting by herself I just want someone who wants me is that to much to ask for