I miss him so much today

It’s been almost 2 months since he ghosted me and I was doing alright because I was so busy with work and school, I’d get home so tired and ready for bed. But now I work from home and do school from home due to the COVID-19, my best friend is in ukraine, my other close friend recently cut me off because he has a girlfriend now, and I just feel so alone right now. I miss this guy that I had a thing with for two years, he ghosted me unannounced, he sees my stories on Snapchat I know he’s alive and well. I miss him so much but I know part of it is just because I’m home all the time with this extra time to overthink right?