trigger warning

do you ever think about how much better off the world would be if you weren’t in it? I just got into my 3rd car accident in the last year. all of which have been my fault. all I do is cause problems and cost my husband money. between this, my medical bills, infertility, etc.

the only reason i’m still here is because I couldn’t do that to my husband. his dad killed himself shortly after we met (when my husband was 16) and I don’t want to imagine what would happen to him if I did. I don’t know the point of this but I guess that’s all. sorry if that ruined your monday.