Baby coming soon

This is my 4th pregnancy: I had a miscarriage with 6 years ago at 20 weeks with twin boys. I have 3 & 2 year old. My due date is roughly a month before their birthday. EDD 12/4/20. I’m nervous this time around. I’m nervous to tell my SO because we decided that we didn’t want anymore children due to our kids medical needs now. I’m happy I get to experience this wonderful blessing again, but my anxiety is setting in because of how rough my past 3 pregnancies have been.