Men are all the same

Dear boyfriend, when you liked those pictures of other women and commented, I realized you were like any other guy. Many people don’t understand me but this guy who liked me left me for my best friend and it all started through social media. Seeing you act like that reminded me of that painful time where I became no one. Your actions made me feel like I wasn’t good enough, your attention was on those girls when clearly I don’t look like that. I just don’t feel good enough. And maybe I’m not ready to talk about this because I’m deeply hurt. I do want to say this my body imagine is fucked up, I started not eating and started working out. I just want all your attention. I don’t want you to have eyes for someone else. I am stupid for this. And maybe you’re just not the one for me. Maybe I’m only with you because I lost my virginity to you. I don’t know why I’m with you when you constantly make me feel like shit.