Do i have any pregnancy date buddies?!!!

My due date is October 18, 2020! My emotions are on a roller coaster right now... in a good way :) I’m just so excited, but then worried if something goes wrong, then wondering if I’m having my little man or my baby girl! Anxious about my appointments - just terrified about not knowing what to do when my baby is born... anybody feel the same? Trust me, I do my reading constantly and feel ready- maybe I’m just overthinking it. Thx for letting me rant haha

Btw- does anyone have an idea about what the best gender test to do?? Anddddd if anyone has baby book recommendations I would love to hear them.

Thanks mamas/soon to be mamas! 💜🤰