Lifeee..

Is anyone else “emotionally detached”? Like I just feel like I’m not connecting with anyone or like anyone. I think it’s because every time I use to get close to someone they fuck up. So it’s just like fuck it 🤷🏽‍♀️. I been single since 2017 and haven’t took anyone serious since. It’s hard honestly. I mean sometimes I feel like oh this person is cute but before I could even talk to them I think to myself “what do I want to do/ want with this person” and I instantly shut it down & just be like never mind. I can honestly say I do kind of have my guard up a lot, I’m extremely over protective of myself. Due to the fact of me finding myself again after being hurt so many times. But idk.