Abusive relationship check response probably will delete but no one wants to read my edits

When you post a TikTok script about being in an abusive relationship and because you add in the comments that the reason I used this app and not the other is because you have a lot of followers and now everyone who reads it thinks you are lying and looking for attention and you realize making this post calls attention to it but it’s disgusting that while not every copes like this I’ve been having a really fucking hard week. And while using a TikTok script may have been inappropriate it doesn’t invalidate my feelings or make it okay to call me mentally ill or say that I’m lying.

Also my best friend is a med student and has been helping me through this as well as my close family