Missing my boyfriend

Because of all of the COVID stuff, I haven’t seen my boyfriend in over 3 weeks. All of my state (Illinois) is under a stay at home order until the end of April (so it will be 6 weeks until I can even possibly see him). Also I have a feeling that the order will be extended so it will probably be longer.

My boyfriend and I are both in high school so we don’t live together, and therefore can’t see each other. We FaceTime and text but it’s not the same and I just miss him so much. My family won’t let me see him or anyone because of the stay at home order.

My birthday is April 28th and I think that my family won’t let me see him for my birthday, which really sucks. We’ve been dating for 4 months (almost 5).

I just love and miss him so much. I just want to cuddle and watch a movie with him.

Anyways I just had to tell someone. If anyone is feeling the same, let me know maybe we can figure this out together. Also if you have advice on how to get through this, that would be greatly appreciated!