Dear C

It's been almost 2 years since you kinda cheated on me. You say it's porn but I still think deep down that it's not because it was the nudes of the people from our University. Yea you don't know them and our university is bug as fuck for you to even see them but still it hurts man. I gave you everything. All my firsts. The bj, the oral, the sex, everything. I gave it all. And I guess that hurts the most that I gave it all yet I still wasn't enough. And that I never knew you would even do this to me but you did and it still hurts. And it will always hurt. Sometimes I hope you just end this all because I'm so tired if breaking up with you. You suffocate me. The person who broke my heart can't fix me.