I think I’m on the brink of an eating disorder. I posted something else about not eating on this app and people told me I needed to get help.

I haven’t eaten anything today and it’s almost 6. I’ll eat something today but at the same time if I didn’t I would be okay with it. I’ve barely eaten anything these past 3 days.

I’m 96 pounds now. I used to be 97 and I already have a really fast metabolism. I only want my stomach to be flat. I don’t want to get skinnier but every time I eat it looks so big to me even though I know I’m considered skinny.

I don’t know why but I like the feeling when I’m hungry. I realize I am but I just don’t want to eat. I know it’s not healthy but I can’t help it.

I can’t talk to anyone about this because they’ll just laugh because I’m already underweight even when I used to eat normally. And I’m almost 17 so I’m a minor so I can’t go to therapy or anything without letting someone know