I’m empty :(

I got a d and c today. I feel so empty. I spent about two and half months, thinking about my baby. About the clothes I would buy, the stroller, the car seat, the crib, diapers, binky and so much more. I planned the next ten years. I Imagined my life with my unborn, until I found out that I had a miscarriage.

What a journey we ladies have to go through. First, TTC. Then the result. Then the pregnancy. All the things that could go wrong. I’m hurt, devastated but waiting patiently for next time.

May god bless us all with our babies we desire.