Early period

Anyone else over all of this? Like what am I doing wrong here?

Period wasn’t supposed to come until Monday. Only 9DPO and guess what comes early for once in my life.

I’m so tired of seeing people on fb going on to have their second kid and it happened within a month of them trying. Girls at work are announcing their pregnancies and yes I am happy for them .... but it literally took within two months.

I took tests and I’ve had a handful of visible faint lines.

I just want this baby so badly 😫😖