Not quite sure what my partner is thinking, hbu?

My parter (39) and myself (26) have been together for, well it’ll be 5 years this year. So let’s call it that.

At first of course when we got together we used protection. I used plan b once or twice. That was back in 2015-2016. Fast forward to 2019-2020. He knows I want kids, neither of us have any. He says he doesn’t want kids for a long time but also if it happens it happens, yet he sometimes pulls out during sex, other times he doesn’t.

He seems reluctant to talk about kids when I bring it up. But then there are times he will bring it up but a short minute or it’ll be a comment about how we will take our kids to this park or do this or that with them.

I’m not quite sure what he wants. I’m not really angry or upset I’m just confused lol. I love him but super confused 🤷🏻‍♀️