Where babies come from!!!!!

Am I the only FTM that can’t wait to meet their baby but then immediately think OMG I can’t believe I really have to push this human out of my vagina?!!!! 😩😂. I’m planning a natural birth and just about everyday im like ouch really? I get excited and then I get terrified again. I’m constantly giving myself a pep talk. I keep hearing that once i get to that point the fear will leave because I’ll just want him OUT. I’m 28 weeks today and so far things have been pretty great, I still barely look pregnant so I’m in no hurry to evict him....yet. The Coronavirus has made things more scary since all birthing classes are canceled and I pretty much have to learn everything on my own. I know I’ll be ok but it’s the not knowing exactly what I’m going to experience that’s terrifying.