UPDATE New Bae & Anxiety!

I finally got around to telling him and he was better than I could ever imagine. The conversation came up about sex through things we're allergic to I'm allergic to latex that usually leads to the "raw sex" talk and a reminder that there's latex free condoms. Being that I feel very strongly about this person I said "we could get tested and he can live his best life" he said no problem and he was actually kind of impressed as I was the first girl to ever ask for his paperwork! Isn't that sad ? Well I said since we're on the topic and I let out the truth I feel 1000 pounds lighter! He said he'd never think of me different that I'm an amazing person and the universe is going to bless me as I've recently took in a child etc. He said he's with me for the long haul that I don't have to worry about him going anywhere that he's going to do research. He did have questions for me but that's expected. I was ready to believe love wasn't happening for me it's been almost two years and I'm beautiful rejection was not something I faced prior to herpes. Please let this help someone believe there is positive in all of it, you will find somebody who just loves YOU no matter what. 🥰😘