What's wrong

Another possible positive turned to bleeding. I am so hurt, how do I explain to husband I have failed him again. He will say the same as he has the past year month after month, it's ok will try again. But while I bleeding all i can think is why God blesses people with babies and never me. And I say that as Friday a young girl I know was saying baby 3 on the way when her other 2 is cared for by family. I just want a blessing. I am faithful, I am strong, and I believe in God. But I'm having a hard time with this when will it be my turn. I pray everyday and every night ... well here's to more prayers