Rejection !!!

What do you do if you get rejected by someone, I basically told my boy best friend my feelings for him btw we are 1 year into friendship and he says he just wanna be friends he claims he don’t wanna hurt our friendship Which Ik that’s a lie I’m ugly so he don’t want me. It’s hurts to get rejected I’m crying myself to sleep rn. My heart broken 😪😪😪🥺.