I’m crying a lot

So my mom pressured me into choosing a somewhat expensive college and is now trying to make me withdraw from that college and attend a cheaper one (due to the virus). However, she forgot that she RESCINDED my application for the other college and now I can’t go there and now I’m crying because she and my sister guilt-tripped me about my decision (that, again, SHE pressured me into) and now I can’t do anything about it except cry. What do I even do in this situation???