PREGNANCY Announcement

My sister in laws pregnancy Announcement is everywhere. On every social media. Separate accounts I have I see it. I can't escape it. I am over the moon excited for them. But that doesn't stop the jealousy I have when I see it. My son was a surprise and why with this one when I'm actually planning does it take forever. This isn't fair. I knew she would get pregnant before me because she got off the pill and I got off depo around the same time but of course the pill is gonna wear off faster. Ugh I'm soo sad and mad at the world.