I’m 38+6 with baby #2, I woke up this morning at 3am & have been unable to sleep. This is the 3rd night in the row that I’ve only gotten 4 hours of sleep. My body just won’t let me sleep past 3am.

I don’t feel good. Like, I don’t feel like I’m getting sick but I just don’t feel...right? I don’t know if it’s just from not being able to get well rested or something else.

I’ve been super anxious lately & I know it’s most likely due to having to give birth during a global pandemic. Not being able to have both support people I need in the delivery room with me (only allowed 1 instead of the usual 2 due to the virus), me still working (a mere 10 hours a week due to the virus), bills are due & I’m struggling.

I’m so tired of hearing about this virus. I’m tired of living through a major historical event. I can’t take this much longer; I really can’t. I’m at my breaking point.