Well ladies I finally got my first ob visit.

I did have that little spot of brown discharge last night no cramps used a liner no other discharge the rest of the night. That in itself of course had me a little worried. Told the nurse and my doctor about the spot my doctor did an exam said my cervix were nice and closed but did see a tiny blood but still can happen not abnormal and did a uterus feel but didn’t say anything. So a spot opened for bloodwork and a ultrasound so since I think I’m 11 weeks based on my last period she said we can go ahead. The tec comes in and did a belly scan first said she can see the gestational sac and the yolk but was having a hard time seeing anything else so we wanted to do a Transvag so she does that and then asks me if I’m sure in my period I said yes I’m very regular my last period started Jan 26th she said she can see a fetal pole but it doesn’t have a heart beat and is only measuring 5 weeks. So I had to wait for the doctor again and she came back and said I have to come back in a week for another scan to compare but said based on measurements and the spot I had to prepare for a miscarriage. I just don’t understand how I can be SO nauseous even vomiting up until like a week ago. How would my body not of already naturally tried to expel after 6 weeks. I’m so confused and so hurt right now as I had tried a year and a half to become pregnant 😭this is taking a toll. Definitely preparing myself for the worse. Only thing that will tell is waiting the week for another scan or if my body starts the expel before then.