Hey guys, I’ve Been with my partner for 10 years, we’ve been TTC for over a year and we’ve had no successful. Nothings worked.

I always thought he was the one for me, but every time we got a negative I was alone crying broken sad and distraught over and over and he never cared. Never comforted me never told me he was sorry. He would say nothing, clearly im a idiot and saw something I shouldn’t have.

He claims to love me but he’s never there.

I was ovulating lastnight and I thought yep this might be our time and he didn’t want to try, he went to sleep. We argued and he went to sleep peacefully and I went to bed crying my eyes out all night, woke up this morning and he left for work with not a single word.

My heart is so hurt, my stomach is in knots and imconstantly hating myself.

The night before he told me I don’t arouse him.. I cried and cried & he apologised the next morning told me he’d make it up to me and then as said previously he fell asleep we argued and I cried all night again.

What am I supposed to do, where do I go from here 💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭