Hating my body

Hi everyone,

I was hoping you all could give me a little bit of advice, after a lot of traumatic experiences from sexual trauma I am having a hard time love my vagina. Recently it’s been a lot worse. Just the thought of my fiancé seeing or touching my vagina gives me anxiety. I’m not sure what to do about it but it’s putting a block in our sexual life. Im not sure how to talk to him about it or tell him because I have really bad anxiety attacks even thinking about it. Please help!!! 🙁