I’m thinking of calling it...

quits. I seriously feel like my marriage is over. But I feel so trapped. I have no family in this country, so I’m completely on my own - nowhere to turn to. Every asset is in his name, mistakenly enough. I honestly don’t leave because I care too much about my husband and I don’t think he could survive on his own - even though everything is in his name, I’m the one who’s built it and maintained it all. I just don’t feel that my feelings are reciprocated. So I stay trapped. I try to tell him how I feel, and he throws it back in my face. If I say I want to talk to someone professionally, he shrugs it off. God, this is sounding like a textbook case, isn’t it? It’s scary to think though that I’m finally starting to feel like I’m at my limit, and it scares me to think of taking my son back to my own country and starting 100% over with nothing to my name because I fell in love with this man ten years ago when I was just turning 20...

I’m not looking for suggestions, I just needed to get it off my chest.