Hi,

I’d appreciate some prayers of encouragement and hope. 🙁 Also a miracle.

My husband and I have been TTC for #1 for 5 years and still no luck, always ends in a period. This past month I’ve really been hoping and praying for a miracle, but every time I believe I could be pregnant my mind often thinks “but what is the difference between this and other months, WHY would anything suddenly change” and the truth is I’m not sure because I’ve been at this for 5 years and it’s the same story all the time, nothing changes.

And so I feel out of hope... my period is meant to start in 3 days, and I just know it’s coming.. and so half of me just wants to give up on even hoping, but half of me still wants to remain in prayer for the miracle, for the proof that something can suddenly change. I don’t know what difference 3 days can make if my period is already on the way, maybe my fate has already been sealed, but I believe in the miracle working hand of God who can turn around any situation and who can bring to life dead things.. so if anyone is reading this please join me in prayer for this? I know it may be crazy and I should probably instead pray for a miracle for NEXT month since it’s probably already too late now, but I guess I’m just holding on to what a miracle is, the unexpected and seemingly impossible.. and I really need that right now.

Please pray with me, and if anyone also needs prayers for a miracle, please share below, and I will pray with you as well. Thank you!