Defeated. I need my body back!!!

treen

I have my 40 week appointment tomorrow to plan for my induction and I seriously thought I wouldn’t make it this far, because the pressure has just been so bad. I thought chasing my toddler would help but I literally just can’t do it anymore with this balloon in my stomach. I want my baby out and my body back. I want to be able to bend and crouch down to his level I want to sit and watch a whole show without losing circulation in my legs. I want to feel the child in there and tell myself it was all worth it I’m just so done with waiting