I’m really struggling and I feel alone. I’ve stressed and cried to my husband that I just need him right now. On his break last night I cried and told him how excited I was that he had today off because I need him mentally. He was just asked to come in ASKED not told he had to and he asked me. I told him to do what he thought was best and of course he’s going in. Is he not hearing my cries? Does he not care about my mental health? Am I gonna feel alone like this my whole marriage? I just need him right now! For anyone who says well why leave it up to him then my answer is because how much more obvious can I make it?! I will literally tell him I need him or say it’d be nice to have you home for a night and 2 minutes later he’ll say “so you don’t want me to go in”? I can literally tell him “I’d rather you not tonight” and he’ll keep mentioning it which not only hurts me but makes me feel super guilty. I’ll be 36 weeks pregnant tomorrow and he won’t be getting any time off work once she’s here. I’ll most likely be having a c-section so my time will be dedicated to healing and being a mother. My sister and her husband rarely spend time together anymore and so I definitely wanna take advantage of the time we do still have left.