I feel so guilty

I have always been the type of person that never asks for help even when I need it.. I rather struggle than ask for help.. I always been like this since I was a baby. My husband has it’s me being hardheaded... now I’m pregnant and my sister in law ask me if I started my baby registry and I told her no.. I can’t bring myself to do it. Because I feel like I’m asking for help with stuff for the baby that I should be the one buying it since me and my husband are the ones that got ourselves pregnant that it shouldn’t be anybody else responsibility to do so.. she rolled her eyes and said “oh you’re one of those moms”.. she got up and walked to my husband and was like good luck with her..

I have try multiple times to do the baby registry on amazon/ Walmart and every time I do I feel so guilty for it doing because I’m basically asking people to help me buy my baby things that I want for him/her.. maybe I’m being dramatic but idk