Post partum care

Hey , I’m sitting here with insomnia. 18 weeks + 3. And just thought about how difficult it was for me to simply shower after having my daughter, the fact that I didn’t want her out of my sight and was thinking how the heck I am going to do it all, all over again with an almost two year old and a new born baby but all alone!!!!😳 Before i would stick my daughter in her swing or bouncer while I showered, but if I do that now my son would be exposed to my daughter lol. And who knows what she would do without me looking. He would be in the bathroom with me, but still... I’m so paranoid it’s ridiculous! And closing the bathroom door to keep my daughter away from my son is not an option because who knows what she would be getting into my goodness. I’m stressing over not getting a shower but once a month once my sweet man is here. 😱😭 And sleep schedules...😳😳😳 My daughter is on a good schedule, but little Mr may be up crying all night. My daughter sleeps in my room in her crib, I’ll have a crib for my son but he will be co sleeping with me for the first couple months. So if both me and my daughter are sleep deprived... 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪 Holy moly I’m in for a circus act 🎪 Any other single mommas out there who lived through this same thing?! Someone give me some confidence and light to look towards... cuz I’m terrified now. I didn’t get any help with my daughter, and my husband was present! 🙄 Take a guess why I’m single😜 Lmao. But I just remember how hard it was and how I lived thru it, but this is TWO babies . That’s a whole different story... with my daughter I could sleep when she did. I will not be able to do that with my son. I’ll be up when both are up lol. So I’m hoping I’m able to get my son on my daughters schedule ASAP! 😇 Blllllehhh too many thoughts in my head right now haha. Anyone up to chill my mind out 😂