WHAT THE ****?!?!?

Okay so I just needed to throw this out there so I can stop thinking it... WTF! (Is there a way to make that larger?)

That’s better. Anyway so here is the situation... my husband and I have been married for almost 6 years, TTC for 3 YEAR! Go to the doctor “everything looks good, don’t worry, I’ll will bet you will be pregnant in the next 6 months and I’ll see you back then.” Well that didn’t happen doc, guess we should have put some money on that bet. $$$$$

Fast forward.

My cousin, who is in high school is pregnant and due this summer.

She has no idea what’s in store and absolutely no way to provide for the child. I plan to help anyway I can because I know they are strapped financially.

Then my brother and his “on and off” girlfriend announce they are preg and due in the fall.

He’s currently living at my moms house bc they fight so much they can’t live together, but he plans to get a house. Also, not an ideal situation to bring a baby into since the relationship is not stable but okay, I’ll help however I can.

Fast forward again. My other cousin who just graduated high school and is in a toxic relationship with a guy who killed her cats just announced she’s pregnant and also due in the fall.

So I’m just over here like:

So me and God are chatting today. I’m trying to understand how they have ALL been blessed with a baby and meanwhile, my husband and I, who should have no problem getting pregnant, are UNABLE to conceive after 3 YEARs!! W. T. F.

I feel like God is telling me to chill bc He has a plan but dang it! This is difficult. So now let me go to all the showers and buy all the baby things for everyone else. So that my family can make awesome comments like “on we thought y’all were gonna announce you are pregnant too”

Love that comment. It’s my favorite. Do you think there is something in the water? Is that how pregnancy works, Karen? My other favorite is “well what are y’all waiting for?” 🙄

Rude. I have a full nursery in my house bc for a while, when I would get my period, I would buy something baby related in the belief that I would be pregnant.

Oh well, I guess I already have gifts for all of them after all.

Okay rant over. Thanks for listening/reading. I actually feel better even if no one sees this.